Sunday, March 29, 2009

In the way.

I can't recall the last time I had a real-night-conversation-phone-call. You know, the kind that doesn't have lonnnnggg silence and when both people are closely attentive to each other. When he's choosing to do something else, or when he's out somewhere, the odds are, this type of phone call won't happen, it barely does. And it sucks for me, because I have high hopes to rekindle communication, which has become less continuously, but somewhat unsteadily. I try to roll with these punches, the things that get in the way.

Thursday, March 26, 2009


Today, marks the very first time we all spent a day-outing together. Usually, one, two, or three people will be M.I.A. for a planned outing, or we end up not continuing with the plan. So, we're proud of ourselves that this "all girls day-bbq-at-the-beach" worked out. (Thank goodness, it stopped raining in the afternoon!) This, too, marks another bbq--which we have found ourselves doing lately. It is starting to become a weekly thing, because the last time we had bbq was a week ago, and two weeks before that, we had another one.Talk about meat! Ahh, I think I should consume more vegetables for the rest of the week!

Saturday, March 21, 2009


Hopeful plans to fulfill during spring break:
  • Have a girl's dinner out, dressed up, to experience a "the hills" moment, (the girls on that show do alot of dinner-outings)
  • Hang-outs with babe. *March 24.
  • Shopping.
  • Cosmic Bowling.
  • Jet skiing w/ friends & babe.
  • Water-Park.
  • Sister outings.
  • Go to one of babe's mma practice.
  • Buy a book, preferably the last two edition of the Twilight Saga.
  • Make use of my yogurt land gift card, which I got in December.
  • Watch a movie.
  • Come Whiter.
I haven't done some of the things in this list, like cosmic bowling, jet skiing, and a girl's dinner out, making them even better to fulfill. I doubt I would get to fulfill all, sucks having to babysit a 9 yr old!

(*) Updated.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

"Play the Game."

That's what someone once told me today.
Of course, there was more that was said after the "play the game" part.
It's as if he was giving me some sort of advice that was meant to be said to make me realize even more just how much "i give in."

So, babe just left to practice.
& he suggested that I should watch a movie,
perhaps Notorious (on so i don't get bored while his out.
I guess, I might just do that, plus eat cream puffs & bagel bites,
since I literally have nothing to do.
Finally, finished correcting every assignment/tests/quizzes for math today during thirdperiod!
School was the usual, boring and hot.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009


I remember when wearing green was a 'must' in elementary,
and when you ain't wearing the color, you get pinched by everybody,
and they say "your suppose to wear green" as a matter-a-factly.
But I guess some are still 'ST. PATRICK'S DAY spirited', because I swear, many students (mostly ninth graders) were wearing green today.

Anyways, babe and I are on our second week of following our compromise-spend time on Tuesdays & Thursdays. Tuesdays & Thursdays because school ends early (1:40 ish) and the more time we get to spend together, compared to a Monday, Wednesday, & Friday 3:00 schedule. (now-a-days, he has to get home at five because he has practice at 6:30 ish) We ended up, nowhere else, but McDonald's. Though, this wasn't a good day. "We get to spend time together today, we shouldn't be arguing.." -_-

Monday, March 16, 2009


Nowadays, I find myself trying to be busy so that I don't dare to look at the clock. Usually, I would try to get all my homework done by going home early, roughly around 3 o'clock, and then be done by 5 or 6 o'clock. But since my boyfriend has a new hobby, (well soon-to-be hobby since he just started a week ago, and doing something for a week is not long enough to be considered a hobby, i think), I procrastinate purposely, so that I have something to do through out the duration that my boyfriend is out at practice. Hence, I would finish right around when his done with practice. I find this method helpful.

BUT, I do have days where I have nothing to do, (nothing as in anything school related). Exhibit A: Tonight. & Yet again I just sit, wait, wish. One, I don't have any homework to do. Two, it's only 8:37 and babe doesn't end till 9:30. Three, I'm not yet sleepy, though sleeping may be a good thing to do right now since I haven't gotten enough sleep for the past few days due to waiting-till-he-finishes-practice-gets-home-and-calls-me circumstances.

Other than that, four more days 'till Spring Break! :]

Saturday, March 7, 2009


Good, that I got me some Ferrero Rocher and it's delicious!
My favorite part of it is the chocolate covered hazelnut.
Bad, cause chocolate makes you cough even more.
Though as bad as it is to be eating this while I'm sick, I just couldn't resists.
But I had to be sneaky about it around my mom because she's disapproval when it comes to eating chocolate when sick.

Good, I have finished reading New Moon.(I know, it's kind of late reading the Twilight saga since the movie has been released long time ago.) It is officially the biggest book I have ever read! But it's also bad because reading made use of time while I had nothing else to do, like talking on the phone, (rarely happens now-a-days btw.)

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Kleenex, Vicks, & Tylenol

I highly hope that the weather Gods will be on my side tomorrow by stopping the breezy weather, because one, i hate being sick, two, I'm running out of Kleenex, and three, I need the strength for school. In the last 5 days, I went from having a soar throat, to having a low voice--which my boyfriend had commented saying: "you sound like Miley Cyrus."-to losing the low voice to the 'sick voice' + having to cough and sneeze from time to time, to waking up in the middle of night feeling hot with stuffy & running nose. Great.
To make matters worst, I have PE first period. & I could only imagine having to run while I can barely breath. The worst part about being sick is not only will you feel dreaded, but you can barely smell or taste what you eat. Geez, would I have devoured the fried chicken that my grandma made, if my sense of smell and taste worked perfectly fine today. But, why bother eating something if you can't even taste it, right?
Whether or not I'm going to school tomorrow, was the main focus between me and Davin, & we both had different perspectives. His perspective was that I should stay home because it's for my own good. "Can't you hear yourself? Your sick." Plus, he thinks it's a "stupid" idea that I go to school feeling like this. I can't disagree with that, because staying home and resting does sound like the most reasonable choice, which I think many would choose, but I just have to pass. I for one, don't want to miss out on my classes, and come a couple of days later, having to catch up on what I've missed. Plus, there will be a review session for my Business pathway core class tomorrow, so I definitely would hate to miss it.
Meanwhile, I am beginning to prepare Kleenex tissues for tomorrow while I am doing this post. I think that if I don't secure and put them away now, I'll use them all up tonight. But, I wonder if I am preparing enough tissue?
Aside from me being sick, I have been reading New Moon most of the day. And I managed to get out of the house to go to the nearby shopping center, (because I was bored at home). I don't think it was a good idea, though, to go out wearing shorts and a shirt with no jacket on, while at this health. I didn't expect to buy anything, but I couldn't help but to bye brownie mix with a sale sign below it. But as tempting as brownies sound right now, I just have to save it 'till I'll be all better.