Sunday, February 22, 2009

"It Gets Harder Everyday."

So the sun didn't completly shine today. Just when I thought things were settled, we fall right back into our bad habit of arguing. I'm getting sick of it. I'm getting sick of being sick. Nobody said it would be easy, nor did I expect things to be. The least I can do now is to be "be patient" because "love is patient." And, I have to quit being pessimistic because it's not doing me any good.

& When it gets hard, why not go shopping to get your mind off of things? Well, that's exactly what I did today. Independently, I went thrift shopping. This is not the first time I have independently went out to go shopping. Infact, it is the third time. It might not seem much, but think about it, noone wants to ride the bus alone to go to the mall. Most likely, people would call up a friend to tag along. No, this was not just the 5 minute-walk-down-the street-to-the-shopping-center; (I live right up the street from a shopping center) This was ride-the-bus-to-and-from-the-clothing-store-all-by-myself thing. The farthest I have went to by myself was to Ala Moana. It would be so independent of me if I ride the bus to and from Pearlridge. I don't think I'm ready for that yet.

I'd say that shopping does release your mind from thinking about problems your dealing with, although it isn't 100% curable. I also tried eating my mind away, but that doesn't help because I quickly get full.

Now, my alarm has been ringing. I have just missed 7 minutes of the Acadaemy Awards. Idk why, but I like watching award shows. Atleast, I have something to do, while boyfriend is out again. One day, I'm going to get so use to it, that I won't have to feel so pitty 'bout myself. ;)

Monday, February 16, 2009


"You can only push a girl so far until

she walks out of your life all on her


Thursday, February 12, 2009


No, not the song.
But the Xbox game.
The game that Davin choses to play,
which takes away communication time for the both of us now-a-days.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009


3 days more days, & I don't want it to come yet.
*serious moment.

Saturday, February 7, 2009


First, I took my brother to his school's family fair, & it's been the same eversince the first time we went. Played a couple of games, but I didn't win big. Anji was working at one of the games so I went to play it. The game was ringtoss & i sucked at it! hahha, my brother did better than me. The best game was obviously the one where you get to win fishes.

After the fair, headed down to sister Juse's place. We was suppose to have a 'bake cupcakes'+ nails day, but while we were entering Foodland (to buy mix),I realized that I forgot to bring the pan w/ me. So, we didn't end up baking. Talked, ate plate lunches from L&L's, got my nails did, went through all her art thingys, was taught how to give the lashes a boost w/mascara & paper, & fell in love w/ the wooden floors in her room. Haha.

Overall good day, except the night time part, cause I'm lonely (..again) meaning, no late night call. So sad. I think I just have to get use to it. But, atleast I recieve text messages.. not from him,* but from sister Juse. :D

I wish i had skills to make this.

& thanks to sis's tremendous collection of
scrapbook layouts, (which has vintage flare)
I can start working on my secret project. ;D

Friday, February 6, 2009


I busted my butt today in school, esp for period3--finished worksheets that i needed to correct + homework, so I won't have to do math work during the weekend, HORRAY! :D & part of why I felt the urge to finish my work, was 'cause Justine (sister) & I, will finally have our planned nails + bake day. Oh & I have to take my brother to his school's fair. =D

Anyways, afterschool I headed straight to my orthodontist. It's been 11 months now since I've had braces. Damn, so fast!! Right now, my bottom teeth is kind of tight, cause my orothodontist adjusted it that way. Oh, & i finally got to buy a geometry book from Barnes & Noble, since we're not allowed to take home our school's geometry book, + a blouse from Forever21. I've noticed that the style is like tribe-ish/american indian-ish. The style is relevant to our group name. hahha.

& i could've been reading this book,(which i regret not buying):


Thursday, February 5, 2009


  • Irritated by teachers that don't explain assignments clear enough, & expects students to learn it on their own.
  • Irritated by people that don't know how to be quiet in class, even when told to stop talking.
  • Irritated by people that don't listen.
  • Irritated by people that make like. seriously, STOP.
  • Irritated when there's nothing good to eat.
  • Irritated when there's nothing to watch on TV.
  • Irritated by low scores (in math).
  • Irritated when I hear stupid songs that talk about sex and drugs.
  • Irritated when the wind blows hard & flips my umbrella.
  • Irritated when I can't open my locker.
  • Irritated by my procrastination.
  • Irritated when someones bugs me, especially when I've got my hands full.
  • Irritated when people act like they made something up.
  • Irritated with laziness.
  • Irritated with boring people in my keyboarding class.
  • Irritated when my ipod is low battery, esp. when i'm bored in school.
  • Irritated when my mom yells.
  • Irritated with slow Internet.
  • Irritated when I lose one of my supplies, esp. my eraser or my white out.
  • Irritated when I take too long to figure out what to wear for school.
They say when your stressed, every little thing gets on your nerves.
& this is pretty self-explanatory.

Monday, February 2, 2009


YAY! ;P usually, I would have geometry problems to solve for homework, but since we did things a little different in math class today, I don't have to do any.

So I got back my tests today for math & Business Management, & I'm proud of the results. esp. for math, because the first time I got the test back, I wasn't close to being happy 'bout the score, but thanks to "you can make corrections on your quizzes and test" rule, I got a much better score. but still, I have other worksheets to correct & its always the same ones that I get back. grr. -__-

okay, besides from school work, today, it seemed that not only was the day cold, but relationships were too, literally. today, lovely, aizerie, jackie & i, headed to Zippy's afterschool & we spend a whole 2hour+ there while we talked and had what I would consider a "venting session,"but we still got in a couple of good laughs and jokes. but you know, once relationships turn cold, there's the friends that give you the medicine.