Saturday, May 9, 2009

Not Anymore.

Above all, he made me realize even more: never give someone your all, especially when that someone doesn't know what they want.* Being with him was a battle--fighting every step of the way just to make things work 'cause I believed in us so much.But, I can honestly say that I gave him the best, and that can't compare to what I gave the rest. Though, he made me mad, angry, sad, confused, and neglected, I never let those feelings overshadow the fact that he made me happy, and same goes with the bad times-I never let it overshadow our good. I knew that I wasn't fully happy (at a certain point) and that he wasn't either, but I refused to acknowledge that. Stupid me, I went on thinking we were 'good', trying everything I could to rekindle what was missing. Once you have already done enough, stop. Lesson learned. So, this is it, finally time to let go of the rope.

Goodbye, dbid.


(est. 05-09-08) But truth be told, I am fine, really.

1 comment:

  1. I really like this: never give someone your all, especially when that someone doesn't know what they want.*
    That's good, at least it's a lesson learned...
    and what don't kill you only make you stronger
    YOU sister, you're one strong son of a gun.

    LOVE YOU<3

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