Above all, he made me realize even more: never give someone your all, especially when that someone doesn't know what they want.* Being with him was a battle--fighting every step of the way just to make things work 'cause I believed in us so much.But, I can honestly say that I gave him the best, and that can't compare to what I gave the rest. Though, he made me mad, angry, sad, confused, and neglected, I never let those feelings overshadow the fact that he made me happy, and same goes with the bad times-I never let it overshadow our good. I knew that I wasn't fully happy (at a certain point) and that he wasn't either, but I refused to acknowledge that. Stupid me, I went on thinking we were 'good', trying everything I could to rekindle what was missing. Once you have already done enough, stop. Lesson learned. So, this is it, finally time to let go of the rope.Goodbye, dbid.
(est. 05-09-08) But truth be told, I am fine, really.