
From Top left: Anji, Jan, I;
Anji & I; Jan & I;
Roanne & I (may day 2009)
Anji & I; Jan & I;
Roanne & I (may day 2009)
So go, get high too! ;]

Above all, he made me realize even more: never give someone your all, especially when that someone doesn't know what they want.* Being with him was a battle--fighting every step of the way just to make things work 'cause I believed in us so much.But, I can honestly say that I gave him the best, and that can't compare to what I gave the rest. Though, he made me mad, angry, sad, confused, and neglected, I never let those feelings overshadow the fact that he made me happy, and same goes with the bad times-I never let it overshadow our good. I knew that I wasn't fully happy (at a certain point) and that he wasn't either, but I refused to acknowledge that. Stupid me, I went on thinking we were 'good', trying everything I could to rekindle what was missing. Once you have already done enough, stop. Lesson learned. So, this is it, finally time to let go of the rope.
Perfect timing, our 11month anniversary is on a Thursday, which is one of our hang out days. The usual: Kam shopping's McDonald, sharing a chicken nugget happy meal together. We did not plan to wear red, btw. "Great minds think alike." Two more weeks, 'till a year of knowing each other. These months went by pretty fast.